Hi john ,dont know what all the drama has been about and no wish to carry it on ....hopefully things have calmed down and you can get some clarity of thought and some peace....focus on something positive and move on no one would like to see you leave here so just take time out maybe.....good poem sorry didn’t reply about the puzzles 🧩 thanks for the message ....make sue a cup of tea 😊
SS, my clarity of thought says that when the forum starts hurting me, it no longer feels like home....
At 5am this morning I had a 30 minute meltdown. My poor sweetie was left to have to take care of me until I could regain control. I haven't had one of those for 3 months+ ! I have felt terrible physically since then....
After just over a year on here, my time may be finally be kaput....
Maybe you’re getting too involved and investing too much time on here taxing yourself ???have a breather walk in nature maybe...good sleep...it’s a difficult site to navigate if your feeling vulnerable....wishing you some peace and tranquility
Of course I get too involved, SS! That's who I am. I have gotten too involved since day 1! It's in my blood to help people as much as I can. It's a part of my DNA....
I have tried several time to change myself but, to no avail....The sun will rise the next day after I leave and life will go on here.....
But, it's time to rest on my laurels. Several hundred people helped, only a few loud dissenters....
Thanks for your input. I've always considered you a classy guy. Hope you get your music back.
Thanks hope we do too it’s a good tool to bring people together so much suffering on here I just like to see harmony as we all do it’s a great community with some special people who have been around and stay around to help support others unfortunately sometimes it goes off like the trolling last year but in the main it’s a safe place to be open and honest ....I’m sure you can see the b.s for what it is .
Sue was hurt too. But, I had meltdown at 5am this morning. As I've said several times, when it becomes more than I can take emotionally & mentally (+even physically). It's time to walk away forever!
Hello, I do not know what all the pain is about, I understand some one(s) have been using our lovely website for mean messages. That stinks, they will pay for their crime. I delete anything I think is wrong, I do not take it to heart as I know they are sick people. Keep doing as I do, give love, your heart will fill up every time, it is like a well that continually gives. First love yourself, believe in yourself you will get past any childish rudeness, know there are people here who love you. I have been gone for a few month, suffering a major depression & severe anxiety, now with a change in my med's and a wonderful therapist, I am rising again and it feels wonderful. Be good to yourself, perhaps you need to take a break to let your mind and body heal, when you come back you will be stronger than ever. I send you Peace, Joy, Love & Big Hugs....Sprinkle 1......
I will....But, even Sue would like to have more of my time....I spend so much time answering messages and talking to my friends that she is losing a part of me.
Plus, she has to deal with me every time I lose it, like I did at 5am this last morning. I am just tired to death of the drama, problems and stress caused by doing this.
But, A1, I always have liked you. Keep on trucking and living up to my shortening of your username. You are an awsome, sweet person!
You're really going to leave....I'm kinda shocked by this...take some time to think on it...
Yes Sunday Funday Football...however being a Browns fan is a challenge, ha!Have a fantastic time watching the games today, great day for snacking!
I'm happy to hear you're feeling better...
Just you remember the tree...some like leaves fall away quickly, then the branches stay a little longer...like me..stick with the roots pal! Only way to go...
Here's another good one also...This too Shall pass....everything always does, huh? Maybe not as fast as we would like yet it does...great news for us!
May your day sparkle!
Dump trucks of groovy love, peace, light, joy and hugs!
Thanks for the pep talk. But, I'm about done here.
I already backed off once at the behest of my friends. I stopped about 90% of my activity.
But with better health, I eventually jumped back in with both feet...Problem is I got burned across the board....
All that stuff I tried, the writing clubs, talk groups, ect? They all failed. That means so did I.
But when it's physically harming me, that's where I draw the line. My lady is the one who has to deal with the fallout.
Well, I say enough already! I will simply concentrate on my writing more and doing more things that my sweetie wants to do. Maybe that's the way it should be.
I will leave my account open so my friends can pm me anytime they want. But, my voice across the forum will no longer be heard as of Tuesday morning at 6am....
It was a true pleasure to know you, L. Remember you can still pm me. Okay?
Okay now you're being way to kind...I'm only number 1 in my hubby and girls eyes...that's okay too...I'll keep doing me and you keep doing you...we perfectly imperfect, ha!
More sparkle for your day...
Yepper doodles also more dump trucks filled with love, peace, light, joy and hugs special one!
Yes, I am feeling better. But, it has merely tightened my resolve to leave.
As I told L above, I am leaving my account open so people can pm me if they want. But as of Tuesday morning at 6am, I will no longer participate in any forum discussions anymore....
Hope, not only am I putting me first but, I'm also putting my lady and our relationship first. That's the real key here. I love my lady with all of my heart.....
I wrote it during a bad period when I felt like I was in the center of a big storm....I wrote it to let myself know, and to let others know that we can rise above anything if we just keep moving forward with our lives.
It is one of more than 150 poems I have written this year! I even have a small online writer's club, In case you're interested. But, by agreement with H/U I can only talk about it on your pm....
I was quite impressed with you too! Keep up the good work!
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