I need more help

[dbeck128]

My mental health has always sucked. Lately its just gotten worse. I don't even feel like getting up lately. when I do I'm miserable. I love my kids. They keep me going.

But I just am tired of fighting. I have bipolar and what I feel is treatment depression because I've been on any antidepressant you can name. All give me negative effects. I'm basically just miserable. I want to find joy in life but its next to impossible. I want to be better. But I've accepted the fact I'll always live like this.

Just venting. Sorry guys

[Dheeya]

Sorry you are feeling this way.We all here do feel like this one way or the other,mine is overthinking and thinking am going mad.It’s okay not be okay.Trust me I feel what you going through.Incase u need to talk more,u can message me privately! Sending much luv&kisses your way😘😘

[Dolphin14]

It sure can get ugly can't it?? Are you on mood stabilizers?

You are lucky to have kids around. They keep you busy and take your mind off things I hope?

I've accepted I'm probably going to always struggle. For me I have to keep my coping mechanisms ready. So I don't get sucked in too deep

[JEG325]

Hang with it, dbeck. You'll outdistance the storm eventually. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and continue walking forward....

Pm me when it get's too rough, especially over night and I'll be glad to talk with you. Okay?

I'll pray for you too. Have as blessed of a day as you can.....

[Kkimm]

So sorry you are having such a very difficult time at present.

It will pass and you will feel better.

Very best wishes

Kim