What about you, how's it with you?

[AnIslandOfPeace]

I've not been really posting here like I did before. It's because I'm back to school and the pain has reduced in a way. I feel good, though once in a while, I get really mad and have violent thoughts like I did before. I'd say being at home for 3 months helped gain some control over my feelings but I'm still scared that being in school might take that power. I feel there's still pain in there somehow even though it isn't out yet. I feel I might get hurt again and this time might be worse. It might simply be paranoia but let's be real, I fear for I'll become.

I missed y'all though. Kisses.

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Hello AnIslandOfPeace. Have you ever discussed the violent thoughts with a therapist? They make help you get to the bottom of them and you could find they reduce. It is great you have gone back to school and it is going well.

[AnIslandOfPeace in reply to Hidden]

Thanks Autumnday, talking to a therapist is a great idea but things don't work the same where I'm at.

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I am sorry to hear that. What a shame.

[AnIslandOfPeace in reply to Hidden]

Yeah. Thanks once more.