During this week, I had one of the worst episodes I have ever had. On my way home from the store, I fell to the ground on the side of the road into a full grand-mal seizure. I had at least one before someone found me face-first on the concrete, nose bleeding, no shoes on, in the rain. They called an ambulance where I was taken to one hospital that called my mom before transferring me to a different facility. I had one more episode in the ambulance ride over and when I came to, I couldn't even make out real words.
Due to my past with depression (still trying to fight through) they had to keep me overnight. At this point, I can't leave my house without a babysitter, I can't get a job, no money means no way to pay for school, which leads to no life. I have no purpose at this point.... I just feel worthless.