It’s been a while and I’m ok...

[Hope4me2018]

It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. I have had the worst year in my life this year. I have had so many struggles and I’m still here standing strong and fighting everyday. I am constantly in battle and here lately I cry everyday. Since January I have been cheated on by the love of my life, something I should be use to by now. Lost my best cousin to a unexpected death, lost my grandfather in February and my son has some serious issues that requires me being strong for him and hiding my worry and heartache. I’m a believer and the only thing that has kept me alive and strong is god and knowing I have to be here for my son. It’s a lot harder when I already suffer from bipolar, anxiety and depression. But I know this is a storm and something great is in store. I’m in need of all mental hugs and prayers. I just wish I could feel joy at some point in my life. I have no peace of mind. Feels like I’m falling apart. Finances are plummeting along with unbelievable heartache. But, I refuse to have a pity party I’m the only one with god who can make myself happy. It’s all in the mind, please pray for me no matter your religion. Mental hugs needed

[Agora1]

Hope4me, sending you virtual hugs and prayers..

Keep believing in your username. You are strong xx

[Hope4me2018 in reply to Agora1]

Thank you 🙏