Having a hard time talking and establishing bonds with others....

[Dreamer468]

Hi everyone

My college life is going ok. what can I say I am trying to get everything better what can I do but I reach the same destination where I started. I don't know what could I do to make a change. I know I can't change myself I have been grown in my own way.still it's very hard for me to socialize talk to others establish connection with everyone I could only be in small talks I don't have anything to say to everyone my mind is blank everyone doesn't find me in the interesting how could I live like this for a long time fearing everything will get better how long I don't know I am suffering a lot now I feel my heart crushed mental pain is all I can't socialize with everyone and couldn't join in activities due to my other problems such as OCD daydreaming and other pretty hard stuff I don't know how long I could live like this ?

[Hidden]

Hi, I have social anxiety so I can relate. It is hard speaking and feeling comfortable around anyone. Makes life real hard. I feel for you. Try making a list of topics you could talk about next time. This is not your fault at all so don't blame yourself. Look at the future in a more positive way and envision change to make it happen. Good luck

[Dreamer468 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks pal for your support...I hope it will get better