Is there anyone at all out there that can relate to coming off this stuff cold turkey? I’m about a week into cold turkey (unwillingly) and I feel like I’m coming apart physically and mentally. Typing this is taking me forever because I keep screwing up my words.
I stupidly somehow missed some weeks ago the email to renew my Medicaid and just found out it’s expired - Within that time I didn’t realize my Effexor had run out of refills. My busperine is also about to run out which also has horrible withdrawal effects when I do much as miss a dose.
I’m trying to do my app online with Medicaid but my brain is everywhere. How am I going to do this?
I have 2 double shifts tomorrow and sun- I have problems already with panic attacks - I have aspergers and adhd- I’m so screwed up more than usual - I’ll never make it this weekend without coming apart.
I can hardly complete a thought - I cry at nothing just by the mere thought of crying. Brain zaps- confusion- vertigo.
My boyfriend doesn’t have a clue how bad this is- he feels like my issues only add to his so since he told me that before I don’t bother trying to talk to him.
I feel alone - I could die right now and be fine about it.