I Don’t Know What It Is

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I seem to have forgotten I had this App. So, I’ve been distracting my mind with Hugh Grant movies and online quizzes about popular media.

I don’t know what it is. But lately I forget a lot. I forget what I have to do, and mostly why its important that I do it.

I used to know exactly what it was that made me unhappy. But I reached a point in my life were I’ve acquired all I used to think was missing from my life.

Now I have it all and yet I feel the same or worse. I have no energy, no motivation, and I feel like I am slowly killing myself by overeating and oversleeping.

I have these constant headaches that I “fix” with an excedrin or two. But I wish I could get rid of them for good.

My upper back and neck hurt. I have actual physical pain. But no combination of vitamins is doing the job, at making it all go away.

I just don’t know what it is. I have no one and nothing to blame for the way I feel. And therefore feel like there is no way to repair it. I can’t find a solution, if I don’t know the source of the problem.

I don’t know what to do. I’m so tired, and so ashamed of the way I suffer.

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I'm sorry you feel this way.

I hope you feel better soon.