Tired of trying to catch up

[EduardoHors3]

I wake up in panic. I go to bed with paranoia. Sometimes I feel like I am being left behind. I spent a good portion of my youth hiding in fear and missing out on so much. Now I'm racing against time trying to make up for alot of things. I don't know where I'm going but I'm tired of driving. God please take the wheel.

[whatsmyname]

NO. when you feel like everything do not makes sense anymore BREATH even if you cant just breath, cry. There are people who are in worse situation than you.

I cant continue going to school because of my situation I AM SO LEFT BEHIND, all of my batch mates are all graduates now. But im still finding hope in everyday for me to continue someday.

[EduardoHors3]

It could be worse.

[_amabelizzario]

Hey Eduardo!

I'm sorry you feel this way. Such powerful words you wrote there. "I don't know where I'm going...God please take the wheel". This feeling "of not taking it anymore" will pass and it will comeback eventually. Don't give up. I'm also sick and tired of being so sick and tired all the time. We have to endure it.

I wish you all the best and a big hug.

[Hidden]

You will be unable to catch up on much of what you missed, but it can surely be made up by living life to its best in every opportunity you have. God will never point you in the wrong direction. Listen to his calling and He for sure will bring peace upon you and shine among you. 🙏🏻 When there is light there is never room for darkness. May the healing touch be felt from within as your panic as paranoia fade away from the healing touch of The Lord.