Overwhelmed

[Kat63]

Friday was move day. I moved back in w my boyfriend, since we agreed to try again.

Yesterday I was sick to my stomach and didn’t feel well enough to do any unpacking. Also, tensions were high because of the two cats not getting along. (You can read all about it in my other posts.)

Today, I feel better after taking a shower. But I’m still daunted by the amount of unpacking I have to do. Moving is crazy! Every time I do it, it’s chaotic, but I feel worse about this move than any other. There’s the fact that my bf and I are trying the relationship again. There’s the cat issue. There’s the fact that I’m unemployed.

Tomorrow, I have a job interview. Tuesday, I will take my cat to my aunt (who has kindly agreed to take him) and spend a couple of days with her.

I’m so tired of everything in my life being crazy. I’m so tired of chaos. Yet, I do this to myself. I can see the way my past actions have led to this set of circumstances. Will I ever stop screwing up my life?

[JAYnLA]

Does anyone ever get their life 'just perfect'? Hmmm. I don't know if that's a reasonable goal!

[Sunnidayz1 in reply to JAYnLA]

I agree. Nope. Nothings perfect.