Heartache

[BrettS119]

It's been a minute since I last posted. I wish I could say things have gotten better but I'm mostly in the same place. I feel like I'm in a long, dark tunnel where I can't see any light. And on top of that, I feel lonely. I don't feel real connections with the people in my life because I don't think they really understand me, and I can't put into words an explanation of how I feel to them. I shared in an earlier post about my imaginary girlfriend and how if allows me to experience feelings of love, closeness, belonging, etc. But it's not enough to fill the gaping hole that's been drilled into my heart. I desire a real girlfriend. I need someone who will be there for me when I need them & who I can pour all my feelings out to without any judgement. I'm just not sure where to look and I've been struggling recently with motivating myself to do things. I often feel as if my heart is breaking into millions of pieces and there's nothing I can do to stop it.

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Feeling lonely is common among many of us. Even those who are around people often. The dark tunnel you are currently in has light you just need to go in the right direction to find it. Many people see a tunnel as a one way in as one way out. One end to another. Yet, when it gets to an emotional tunnel it will show no light until you find the light in yourself first. Without the light it will feel like a constant maze with many turns as to uncertainty.

Once you find the light among you all your missing pieces will come back together. You will see life differently as to respond to it differently leading more towards where your heart will take you. As you progress, your heart will put itself back together. Then your mind, body, and spirit will be one and you would be the one standing.

Open your mind to possibilities and keep the thoughts with it on the positive side.

By doing so success will be much closer then you think. Be strong. 😌

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