A year without self harming,scars now covered with tattoos.

[CJ2016]

So last month marked a year since i last cut, and have now covered the scars with tattoos,the bottom one will be a sleeve in progress.

Its mad to think how quick a year has gone, my moods not been to bad either, as time goes on the urge becomes less and less and even sometimes there is no urge at all now.

So to a degree i feel like getting these tattoos is like the starting over process, hopefully it stays this way, plus i have more tattoos planned for the future.

The top tattoo is only 2 days old, the pic does not do it any justice but it makes me feel like i always have a pair of eyes watching me in an entertaining way.

But things are not bad at the moment,touch wood it stays that way, so to all of you that are still struggling, keep going, stay positive,stay strong.

[kenster1]

hi that's great news hey some nice tattoos as well.i like tattoos on other people but would never get one myself.you should be proud of your achievements over the last year.all the best.

[CJ2016 in reply to kenster1]

Thanks, it took a while to decide what i wanted to get but in the end just went for it,and all the best to you to

[PTSDcapital]

First of congratulations on 1 year! I personally haven’t cut but I’ve been around it. I totally feel that tattoos are a way to cope with numerous things that are causing stress and anxiety. I have both arms sleeved, shoulder to shoulder and I’m currently working on my back. I take my experiences, trauma, loss of close person and that’ll be the tattoo.

[CJ2016 in reply to PTSDcapital]

I Definitely agree, i think tats are also a positive way of expressing your self.

[Runningfargal]

Congratulations! I’m an “older” woman who cuts and keeps it secret due to shame. It is good to hear that recovery is possible. Thank you for sharing and sharing your strength and resilience.

[CJ2016 in reply to Runningfargal]

Dont be shamed your age does not define your struggles, stay strong, stay positive, and keep fighting.

[Mavis12]

Congratulations!

I’ve been self-harm free for 5 years now.

Self-harming is an addiction and just like with any other addiction, it’s hard to beat. The first year is the toughest and you’ve overcame it! I hope you continue on this path.

If you ever want to talk about it or anything else, I’m here!

[CJ2016 in reply to Mavis12]

Thats awesome and hope you continue lookong up, and apperciate that 👍.

[fauxartist]

congratulations.....that's a lot of growth and I love the protection tats....very cool.

[CJ2016 in reply to fauxartist]

Thanks, and yeah ill be adding to the protection tats in april.

[Agora1]

CJ2016, Great tattoos for a Great you.

Congratulations! Thank you for sharing your

journey. We learn through each other on this

forum what is possible.

Have a great weekend CJ. x

[CJ2016 in reply to Agora1]

Thanks and yeah this place can be a great outlet for everyone who needs to speak what they feel, and hope you have a great weekend also.

[CJ2016]

Thanks appreciate the reply.

[hypercat54]

Wow CJ I am so pleased you have stopped cutting. You have come a long way since I first saw you on here. You are making a lot of progress so well done. All the best. x

[CJ2016 in reply to hypercat54]

Thanks hyper, and yeah the time has gone quickly, and hope all is good with you, take care x.

[AZ1970]

You are amazing! Thank you for sharing this.

[CJ2016 in reply to AZ1970]

Thanks Az appreciate the reply.

[Michdau1]

I'm late responding as I've only just joined the group. Your tattoos are awesome and so is your resilience and strength. Please keep well as you deserve to be free, happy and healthy x