Exhausted

[Orangeblossom85]

Things go more and more difficult to me. I slept 12 hours and still feel exhausted and sleepy. Last two hours I’m trying to do anything but it’s all unsuccessful. I feel lazy to the point that even responding back to messages is wearing me off m. I feel exhausted of living and I have another hit of suicidal thoughts. I know I will survive but just need to share this with you. I need knowledge how to heal. And I really need a caregiver.

[Hidden]

Your depression is taking it's toll that's why you feel so tired, the simplest task seems exhausting and all you want to do is sleep

[Orangeblossom85 in reply to Hidden]

Im really really exhausted, I don’t know what should I do to just move on... sleeping is so good! It calms me down. I wish I have a chance to take my mask off and to really really go for some treatment. Prozac doesn’t work in me but I have no courage to just present to my doctor what I think about it all...

[Sillysausage234]

youtu.be/-IFr_pY2kGk(Not working as expected?)

[Orangeblossom85 in reply to Sillysausage234]

That is so cool! Thank you for cheering me up!

[Sillysausage234 in reply to Orangeblossom85]

Glad you liked it 😊..put some more comedy on your to do list for the weekend ✌🏼

[Orangeblossom85 in reply to Sillysausage234]

Thank you Alan ! I liked it a lot! I need laughter! We need it so much!!!

[BonnieSue]

Hi Orangeblossom,

I agree with what Danielle has said. I'm so very sorry for your suffering...I know how miserable it is and tough to get through each waking minute. I have some questions for you: how is it you're anxiety-ridden and sleeping away the day? I could never sleep at all when my anxiety was high. Are you on medication? If so, when can you expect it to help your depression? Do you go to counseling? You seem to need it very much...it would help you, I firmly believe. That person would be a caregiver to you in a limited but still helpful way. I haven't seen you write anything that a good counselor/therapist couldn't be a big help with, a big supporter.

I know it's hard to do things for yourself when you feel so badly, but it's the only way you can climb out of this pit. A caregiver would be a great thing for you, a big help, but there will always be the things you're forced to do to gain ground against your illnesses. I'm here and will help in any way I can. Pm me if you want to gripe or moan or cry or whatever you need...I am praying for your well-being and a huge improvement in mood and anxiety.

Hugs, Love, and Blessings...

[GreyeyesXander]

I hope you feel better soon you're always here for everyone on the site, have a good weekend