Bad Night.

[Turq24]

Yesterday i almost ended my life i was holding a very sharp blade i wanted to slit my wrists and end it all.I was crying alot you know.But something stopped me i guess it was the pain or the thought of what if i do not die hehe.Am glad I did not do it.

[Hidden]

turq,we go throu these stressfull moments in our lives,being alive can be wonderfull,if only

we sit down and think about.youve got so much going on ,in the outside world,well let me

put it this way,turq sometimes when you have to many good options to choose from I you

don't what out you end up not choosing any and feel probelly like you feel right now,so

turq,life is good its up to you to grab it and enjoy it.by the way turq I am talking to you as

somone who have tried to end it with depression not to long ago so lets both grab life

and ejoy it stay safe turq

[Turq24 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks

[lillyofthevalley37]

Thank God you didn't do it God giveth life and it should be God that taketh away I hope you can find more meaning in your existence and see blessings to count

[crowningglory19]

I am sorry it was so bad and you almost did, but am so very glad you didn't and see that you are happy you didn't. If you can remember that feeling of being happy afterwards, it will keep you strong thru the tempting times and when you get thru that valley, you do get better again and life gets better and goes on, it can't go on without you. Hang in there, if you can't afford a counselor many churches offer it free. Also, an fyi, magnesium and ginseng help a lot, they calm the anxiety, and get rid of those sticky negative thoughts. Best to you, you're an over-comer and a treasure!

[mysmugcat]

I'm glad you did not. May I ask which country you are from?

[Turq24 in reply to mysmugcat]

Kenya

[Agora1 in reply to Turq24]

Turq24, I'm glad you are here with us. This is your safe place.

You are not alone xx