Today I’ll pretend it’s my last to see how giving I can be with more care and love than usual. Take extra time listening and imagining what it’s like in others shoes and hopefully make someone a nice memory.
Best to you all I love each one of you oh and I’m loving myself; don’t forget yourself. This will be a challenge since I feel sad and like I want to be alone. Trying not to feel pressure so holding onto peace that I feel deep down.
I’ve already been inspired by some of you today so thank you ☺️ 🙏
Anyone want to try this with me? It will be nice to see what we can make of this one day that we are not promised.
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You give of yourself all the time..please know this. I love this post...thank you so very much sis! Love, peace, light, joy & hugs!
In a way I do, yes. I am tired of fighting but I just went out and fought for my son at school as he was having trouble with his teacher so anyway no when I think of my kids I know I can’t go but part of me wants to very badly it’s a fight against that part of me every day.
Starrlight I've been fighting this every day for days...every minute...every second. I know how hard it is. I do. I keep reaching out. And I keep falling back.
I feel like a burden to those around me. I have even become afraid to post. Feeling like an attention seeker.
So please know I'm walking in your shoes. I'm kneeling and begging and praying just like you.
And damn it hurts. But not enough to hurt those that love us.
Ok Ghostrider. I hear you and you are important, your voice, your feelings. Can you let them out here to me, well I guess you have a bit good for you and thank you. It’s good to discuss.
Do you ever find it a comfort to know that you could do it tomorrow, like only as a last resort sort of thing like don’t let yourself do it just dream about it? It may be so wrong and maybe even a scary thing to think to even pretend I don’t know but I do know thinking there some sort of an end some day is comforting... until I ponder going to hell. 😔
Yes I understand. I get so overwhelmed with life that I am crying, shaking. And I tell myself I'm done. I'm giving up. And I feel relief.
I don't have to deal with it anymore. I let it go for a while.
So yes. I understand.
This is a coping mechanism. Suicidal ideation that is common but many won't admit to or talk about. The thought but not the intent.
It can get scary sometimes. I hate that life, depression, anxiety, pushes us to this place where death seems the only comfort.
I have never replied to a post as I came here desperate, hopeless, and struggling. I am still desperate and struggling but I have the tiniest bit of hope and I had to tell you I understand. Because I do.
But we must stay if we can.
I would give anything to be there to hold your hand.
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You are amazing ((((starlight))))!!! You inspire us and we love you! Keep on shining your beautiful light here, and I'm going to be there for anyone who needs support, your light gives me strength. Lots of ((( hugs ))) from me to You! xx
Awww I was just thinking some depressing thoughts and you certainly made me smile. Your light is giving me strength and I feel warmer lol thank you sooooo!
Your day sounds awesome! Bringing your shining starlight to all you meet. So long as you are pretending it is your last day, you will make others happy. I'm going to try to do as you are. This is a happy quest, and I feel good just thinking of ways I can brighten others lives. Thank you! Again, you have brightened my day.
I'm with you (^_-). Giving when you feel you have so little for yourself is an act of great kindness.... IV withdrawn from society the last 3 years since the death of my faience, retreated so far it's just me and my cats in my life, all else has been shut out. I joined this group..... My first connection with people just a week ago... And your positivity does feed my hope for better days for us all...
I'm gradually starting to venture outdoors, and the world is very different than it was a few years ago... But I have a small woods near where I live and have decided to go ground myself in nature and kick the leaves in the ground with care free abandon.... If just for the moment.
Thank you for your post... It shows we can all make a difference... Without even knowing it with those simple acts of kindness. 🕊️🤍
You sound like a truly beautiful person. I’m very sorry for your loss. I can only imagine how that feels. My heart hurts for you right now. I think kicking the leaves in the woods is awesome therapy. If it’s not to cold, feel your bare feet on the ground. Wish I could kick leaves with you. Stay strong my friend.
It was wet and muddy but still a joy to be amongst nature. I found a lone simple wooden Cross that never used tro be there just in the undergrowth. I don't know what it signifies or commemorates, but with all that is going on a took a long moment just looking at it...
Thank you for your kind words... I'm just trying to refind my feet in this world.. Your welcome to come kick social distanced leaves anytime (^_-)
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