No one close to me will have anything good to say about me once I’m gone. Everyone around me whom I bleed dry will be relieved, and I will finally stop hurting so fucking much. I tried to talk to my fiancé about my suicide attempt...the only time I’ve ever spoken about it...and he told me I just did it for attention...it makes me feel like if I do this again...I need to make sure I don’t survive so I can’t be mocked about it again. Has anyone else actually planned a day to commit suicide and backed out ? I’m not sure what I’m waiting for...I’ve planned it for tomorrow night...but for some reason and trying to think of anything at all to help me not feel this way...
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Please please don’t do anything rash as you ARE worth so much to family and friends, it’s the Depression making you believe your not.
Are getting help from your doctor or on medication or having therapy?
I have felt like you are feeling now but believe me it does get better.
I am here for you so please keep posting as much as you like ❤️
I think you should contact your doctor or your health care and speak to them. Sometimes we feel depressed we feel that way but events change with time. Nothing stays the same everything changes with time. Your life is precious. you are in this life for a purpose, make the best of it. Nothing is worth to take life for. You just need to be patient and strong.
Please do not try to speak with your fiancé?????? about that again, reach out to your therapist, or a hotline. Are you sure no one will have anything good to say about you, ?????. I hope you begin to feel better. God’s blessings.
Definitely get in touch with a doctor, go to the hospital accident and emergency dept if necessary. You need help and support right now and from your fiancés comments you’re clearly not getting it there! That actually made me angry. There is a difference between wanting to die and wanting the pain to end and a permanent solution to a temporary problem isn’t the answer because I promise you it will get better with the right help.
Please reach out to your doctor, therapist, or call a support line or go to your local Emergency Room.
We all know what depression like yours feels like - it feels hopeless and like nothing will ever change. Your brain is tricking you into feeling this way, but this is not reality. There is hope, as everything changes and you will feel better with help.
We all care about you - your ability to feel deeply makes you an asset to this world. Please care enough about yourself to get help and feel better. The world needs you.
Your responses have been the sole images flashing through my mind when I squeezed my eyes closed moments before I was suppose to do anything. It may sound corny, but you each made me feel needed. Thank you. And I’m beyond ecstatic there are people like you in the world who are selfless enough to make a stranger feel loved.