Confirmation that I'm human garbage

I never imagined that life for me would get this bad. I have put almost everything into my relationship with a man. I am afraid to be under the same roof with him. He has convinced me that I am a terrible person who doesn't deserve to live. I used to have hope. It's all gone. W

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Run run run away from this man as fast as you can. This does not sound like a positive relationship. You need all the positivity you can get. There's someone out there that is good for you. I wish you all the best. Love, peace, light, joy & hugs for you!

[Man_Down]

Find the strength to get out. Don’t get caught in the cycle of abuse. You are worthy of love and kindness.

[Sillysausage234]

He is the garbage to have you think this way

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Why do we do those things to ourselves?? I'm so glad you shared. When we actually put things in words it seems more real and we are able to start working on it. I know that when I start being more depressed, I don't say it for as long as possible. That way maybe it isn't real.

[susanv1994]

I am glad that you have shared and put your thoughts down on paper (so to speak). Acknowledging that are in an abusive relationship is the first step. You are a beautiful creation and no matter what he says, you do not deserve to be treated this way. You are strong. You can break free and leave. Is there anyone that will give you a place to stay? I know that sometimes we feel as if no one is going to help. My- ex told my family I was on drugs. It took me years to convince them he was a lying sack of .... If there is not a family member or close friend, maybe the Domestic Violence hotline can help you.

[susanv1994]

P.S. I forgot to add that you are NOT garbage and that man is not a real man. Real men do not need to belittle women to make themselves feel better.

[copasedic]

It sounds like he has major problems. He obviously was not raised well. You certainly wouldn’t want him to treat your daughter like that. Don’t let him treat you like that either. Could you secretly tape him? In any event, run run run!!!! Yesterday.