Feeling clouded

[Hudgins150]

Haven’t posted in awhile because I meet someone who I really do care for, but lately he has accused me of possibly talking to other people or that I’m hiding something. I’ve tired to let this pass but I’m starting to wonder if I’m just afraid to be lonely or that I really am so low that I’ll try to please anyone. Another problem in the relationship is he uses meth and smokes weed and knows it bothers me and won’t do around me. He admitted he has cut back because now he has me he doesn’t feel like doing it all the time, I always know that he does sell to help support his habit. I try not to judge because I’ve been judged my entire life and I really don’t know what’s it’s like to have an addiction. My stomach twist when I’m not around him, yet I feel sometimes I want to have my alone time. He says he loves me and when we do have a small argument he will usually show he cares by buying me something. Any thoughts or advice I’d appreciate it, nobody else I can talk to about this

[Eowyn7]

To be honest I think you should break up with him and urge him to get help. This is not a judgment on his character, he could be the nicest guy in the world but being addicted to meth means he can't really have a healthy relationship. Not until he gets clean. It is such a damaging drug physically and mentally. The fact that he is selling it is even worse, he could be in contact with very dangerous people and you could get hurt. And if he gets caught dealing you could be implicated as well and end up in legal trouble. It's just so risky for you.

I hope you both stay safe.

[Hudgins150 in reply to Eowyn7]

Thank you, I know that’s what I need to hear, unfortunately with my anxiety and bipolar it makes it worse. That feeling of being alone, but I know your right

[weegmack]

I have to echo was Eowyn7 says. Get out of there and quickly. A meth addict needs help and he is not your responsibility. This relationship only spells a lot of trouble for you and I would beg you to walk away. Xx