Familiar feelings

[Agressive2018]

I feel like I did when I was in my twenties, suicidal thoughts along with confusion about why I am feeling this way. I have no reason to feel the way I do but I cannot stop my thoughts and that is really unsettling. I take anti-depressant medication and anti-anxiety medication too and I am not depressed or anxious. I should not have thoughts of hurting myself, but cutting sounds really good at the moment. I only feel this way if I am in emotional pain, but right now I only feel the urge to harm myself and it is for no reason that I can think of. I don't necessarily need advice but I am not going to turn it down either. I guess I just need to vent my thoughts by writing them down. I really hope this helps. I just don't remember if writing helps or not.

[aaronm]

If you only want to vent I understand. I can listen but it may be hard for me to not occasionally chime in. On the other hand most people come here for advice or because they are going through some hard times and they are seeking help. It doesn't sound like you want either. What can we do for you?