Me and my ex of 6 years ended a year and a half ago. I ended it because truthfully, he did not treat me the way I deserved. He never told me he loved me and he had trouble showing emotion and affection. Although, I broke up with him I reunited with him September of last year, just to be his friend. However, the relationship still is unhealthy and it leads me to feeling alone. It is hard to let go of someone you have known for so long, even though I know letting go is what I need to do, I just can not find the strength to do it. I honestly just want opinions and advice from people who have been through something like this. How can I let go? How can I move on away from someone that does not deserve me?
I do have struggles of my own, I fear being alone and I fear being unloved by someone. Personally, I maintain a healthy lifestyle; I barely drink, I exercise everyday, and I am pursuing my Bachelor's Degree. I know that I can survive on my own, I just think I need more support and more people who understand what I am going through.