I don’t even know what to say....

[broken4886]

I feel like my depression is getting worse by the day. I could be in a room full of people but I still feel alone. I’m so upset and crying that I feel sick to my stomach. Everyone says cheer up...think about something else....go do something you like....treat yourself well. I have tried. I know it hasn’t been long but I feel like I’m drowning in pain.

My insurance doesn’t kick in until tomorrow. And I know I might need a med change and definitely need to see a therapist long term. But I hope I can make it until I can get to the doctor. I started a new job and I can’t take off. I don’t want them to know about this and think they hired a flake.

I miss my house and my little family that I had. I feel like no one understands. Nothing can make that better. I’m in so much pain I feel like my chest is caving in. I just want to lay. I’m so afraid. I hate feeling this way. But I don’t have any energy

[Hidden]

Please take comfort in knowing that you are not alone. There are many of us, but i know it makes you feel lonely. I too feel alone and scared. We're here for you.

[broken4886 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you Eeed. I appreciate it so much. I’m sorry I’m like this...in general I wish I could stop it.

[Hidden in reply to broken4886]

Don't be sorry. We all know this isnt a choice, we don't choose to be like this. You dont have to apologize. I wish i could stop it too. I would bet we all feel the same about that. Just know this group is here for YOU! And we all understand. Sending hugs!

[broken4886 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you again. My insurance kicks in tomorrow. I hope to find help and relief and I hope the same for you.

[Stephanie89]

I feel the same way and I know u posted to mine I had I hate this feeling I feel like the world is caving in on me I have a good support but sometimes I feel like they don’t understand they said stop thinking that ur not feeling dizzy or horrible it’s all in ur head but I am feeling that way and sad and lonely

I can’t wait to find a therapist and maybe possibly get on medication I’m 28 and this time last year life hit me and I can’t seem to snap out of this

But sometimes I find music or reading devotional help me even something encouraging on YouTube

[froggymom88]

You are not alone. There are many here who understand and are listening. I will be praying for you that you get the help , relief and comfort you seek and deserve. It will get better. Keep up the good fight. Sending hugs and positive energy your way.

[broken4886]

I love you all. Thank you so much!