I’m sorry I keep posting so much today, my thoughts are keeping me up and I don’t know how else to get them out . I’m afraid of holding them in anymore . I’m afraid to say how I really feel to anyone , maybe that’s what I need to work towards.
Ive been having hallucinations since I was 10 and they became worse as I got older . It makes me feel crazy . When I tell people that I have them I’m embarrassed.
I want to be able to express my feelings . I want to be able to feel. But at the same time I don’t because the thoughts would be more constant.
What’s the point of life if you’re suffocating ?