Alone

[Rubystones]

I could share how I feel all day with people I know, but nobody cares about how i feel around me except my mum but she doesn’t get it, I am in my room drowning in my tears, trying to shake it off but just isn’t going, I have been dealing with this all my life but wasn’t as bad and I want sure as to what it was until I got scolded one day and I was sitting there crying and I suddenly a rush of fear that I couldn’t control took over my mind and I felt trapped in my own body, I had a panick attack or maybe a seizure and I was der on the floor helpless , I get so nervous about taking a test, I throw up all over, I feel alone and helpless, I just want to lock myself out.

[zevietnameseguy98]

I am so sorry to hear that. I suggest seeking professional health as it sounds like your body is taking a big toll over your well being. We all need help to go through this. Stay strong and best of luck to you xoxo.

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Hi! Ruby you r not alone in this.we all have been in this situation.and we r here to understand and support.feel free to share .