Partner w/anxiety wont accept my truth

[tindian03]

i am to the point to where i wanna walk away without even saying anything. he doesnt understtand how very difficult and hurt i am by his constant accusations of me cheating or doing something other than i say i did. if i doesnt make sense to him then im lying.. i stay because i tell myself he means not what he does. but i mad the mistake and catered to his disorder and it had made it impossible to work anything out. he does not know how crucial it is for him to seek profesional help and does not even consider the possibility that because he wont its destroying our relationship.. where do i go from here