Another day

[Lizcobain]

It's another day of waking up just wishing I could go right back to sleep. I keep hoping I will wake up one day and not feel this hopeless. Not today.

[thatjuanguy]

What’s making you feel hopeless?

[Lizcobain in reply to thatjuanguy]

It's been nothing in particular lately. I think that's what's making this so much more difficult for me. I don't know how to fix something if I don't know why I feel this way. It's the lowest I've ever been in my depression

[ReardenSt33l in reply to Lizcobain]

I feel the same way. Things in my life seem to be going pretty well yet I’m still feeling so low. How can you fix something if you don’t know how it broke?

[Lizcobain in reply to ReardenSt33l]

Yes! You know what I mean. Is this just a chemical imbalance or leftover depression from things that happened before? I don't know what to think. Or do

[thatjuanguy]

It is when we are at our lowest that we can rise to our highest. What brings on your depression? You can fix by first finding out what the cause is.

[Lizcobain in reply to thatjuanguy]

I've struggled with depression most of my life. Right now I should be happy. There's a roof over my head. I have my kids. A husband. The only thing I can say I'm unhappy with is we've been living with my in laws for over a year. Long story but we have been waiting on a house this whole time. I know my in-laws are not happy at all we are still here. I feel like the walls are closing in sometimes

[thatjuanguy]

It’s definitely not good to be uncomfortable where you live when are you able to get a house? Because that probably help a lot. And sometimes even when we have every reason to be happy we still can’t and that because things or money don’t really bring internal peace and happiness.

[Lizcobain in reply to thatjuanguy]

We've had a house but the lady won't get her crap out of it so we can live in it. She's an old family friend of my husbands so no one is really pushing the subject but it's affecting all of us, especially me. This is a town and a state I don't know. I'm far from everything and everyone I've ever known. To be with my husband. Being here, in this house is breaking me down

[thatjuanguy]

Maybe someone should push or even do it yourself I would an agreement is an agreement and should be honored and clearly this is something you really need

[Lizcobain]

If she doesn't get her stuff out idk what else to do.