Update

[M00nchild]

I’ve been having my ups and downs

My friends and family have tried to distract me . But for some reason whenever I get some minutes alone to myself I tend to break down and cry....even if it’s 2 minutes

I miss her . I miss everything about her

Her voice most important

I use to want to be distracted in the beginning but as of right now I just want to be alone. I will lock myself in the bathroom for 30-40 minutes just crying and thinking . I’m not in the mood to talk to anyone .

I still feel hopeless , worthless , guilt

I wish there was a way I could of fixed it by now

I wish I could just go back in time to just fix all those mistakes 😔😔😔

I don’t think I can do this . I’m not strong enough