Hi. I’m new to this and new to this feeling but sometimes I just get depressed out of nowhere and it started if small but as I continue to ignore it the deeper the whole gets and I just become uncomfortably sad and confused about myself, life, and everything. The depression hits so hard I question is my life worth anything. I get stuck in a dark place in my head and I just wish there was someone to talk to that won’t judge me. I have had suicidal thoughts but I don’t act in them. I know there is more to life but what is it? There are so many questions that run through me but no answers. Why do I feel like this? Why am I not happy with myself? I don’t know what I’m looking for. I don’t know what I need. I just want to understand. Why do I feel alone? Why do these thoughts hurt?