I feel like I'm doing the same thing everyday . It's really depressing me that my depression controls my whole day . It consumes me , holds me down and keeps me from doing anything . my husband and others think it's being lazy . But it's so much more than that. It takes all my energy to get out of bed. That small act itself seems huge , and then My body goes to the couch and then the invisible weights come on and it's like I'm chained to the couch and I can't seem to get up . Most days I don't want to do anything at all . Just me having to care for my child who is one and a half is exhausting ... I love him and try so hard but I feeL most days barely able to care for myself let alone my son. And it's super over weleming . I just want to be able to do normal things - wake up , drink
Coffee, and get things done around the house , play outside with my son etc... How can I try to be normal?