Most days I'm sick mentally and physically

[Darknlovely504]

No rest for the weary. I do not know how long I can hang on I'm so tired from this ordeal because it's a daily thing. I can't even work in peace that's y I don't work but I really need to before i end up homeless etc I'm at my wits end nothing seems to work my life is so dark and miserable..I need some relief soon

[fauxartist]

I'm sorry your suffering ...and it sounds like your at rock bottom...and being homeless is just going to make it worse...so get some help professionally asap...talk to your boss and let them know...maybe they can work something out with you while you get into therapy.

[Darknlovely504 in reply to fauxartist]

Yes I am rock bottom because I know my health isn't good which affects my mental state I can't seem to feel better the meds suck I have hbp and fast heart rate at times both meds make me feel funny etc I can't function like this. I've been through a lot since 2014 health wise I'm just ready to give up. I can't live on the streets that's y I'm trying to get it together but nobody seems to care meaning medical ppl

[Darknlovely504 in reply to Darknlovely504]

Thank u for responding

[fauxartist in reply to Darknlovely504]

I would try to get a medical deferment until you health and meds are worked out, you can't be fired for that....and it will give you some space to get better.

[brightbronzexo]

Sorry to hear about what your going thru....is there anyway u can work from home or in a dept that's away from alot of people...ive been in a homeless shelter before and it sucks...

[Darknlovely504 in reply to brightbronzexo]

Hi I'm trying my best to come up with solutions to save my sanity and livelihood. I can't go homeless I have kids 3 in high school two graduate next yr the other one going to 10th grade. U can't get Drs to help tired of meds I'm still sick I can't work like this

[Darknlovely504 in reply to brightbronzexo]

Yeah I know about shelter life I heard of it from others