How am I the bad guy

[Lostandbroken]

I can't do anything its all about me and all I want is what's best for my baby

I want to die.

[Stilltrying_]

Please try and calm down. You need to get a professional to help you with your situation. No-one is blaming you except your boyfriend. You need to keep a clear head. You are a worthwhile person. Please look after yourself and get yourself some professional help. x

[Lostandbroken in reply to Stilltrying_]

For almost 2 years it's been his way or no way. I get help I get judged. Or I'm wrong for it. I'm supposed to be the strong one in life and I'm not.

[Lostandbroken in reply to Stilltrying_]

I just want whats best for my baby and I know how much it sucked having to grow up without my dad I don't want her to feel that pain...

[Stilltrying_]

You are confused and not coping very well at the moment. It does not sound like your environment is good and you are getting confused about whether you are good or bad etc because you are in an abusive situation. You need to try and think about finding a calm place of shelter like a school teacher or a church or someone you trust who is older and can maybe help you through this.

[butterfly3632]

oh please don't say that. You aren't going to believe me but I understand you better than anyone. I think your baby would be happier if you get happier. I know it's difficult but I believe in you, also your baby and all your friends and family. I think I could help you so if you want someone to talk just tell me.

[Lostandbroken in reply to butterfly3632]

Please.

[butterfly3632]

Oh god I'm an spanish girl who has gone through your situation I know how do you feel and that you don't believe in any help but it can fix it you can... well I think everyone has told you that. So have a good day. And again... if you want something just told me.