I need advice

[MandyBueno]

Have any of you felt like just "not you". Well these days i have been feeling like this. My parents caught me drunk...i drank almost a Whole bottle of wine and took fluoxetine right after. Danced to my favorite music and then the sorrow came back. I am religious , shouldn't be doing half of what i'm doing. But it feels like other identity takes place so suddenly. I recently met someone Just as unstable as me. I am not afraid to admit i am emotionally damaged, i suffered a lot in the past and yesterday Just saw my ex's wedding pics (didn't mean anything though) but on the other hand i got myself attached to someone who is more like that katy Perry song, he's hot and cold, he's is yes than no, he's in and out, up and than down. I cannot take it! We were supposed to meet up yesterday but he Always disappears whenever weekends arrive. I Just needed a closerure. Anddd another think, i have been dreaming about mirrors...looking at myself, but not being myself. I'm a mess.....what is wrong with me?

[KMorgana]

I am sorry, that really sucks. I can't really give you advice, but I can totally relate.

[mysmugcat]

Hello. I can identify with much of what you say. Please don't drink that much then take your medicine right after, sorry but it's dangerous. I know what alcohol can do, give you a temporary release.

You need to recognise your self worth. You deserve to be treated better by this guy? Make arrangements to see your friends too if you have some and don't break them for him. Respect. pm anytime.

May I ask how old you are and where you live-not for sinister reasons.

[MandyBueno in reply to mysmugcat]

I'm 20 and i live in Brazil