Hm.

[ACCFDestiny]

I kinda like that short-sentence typing I did last time. Might stick with that. Gets me right to the point.

People ask a lot, so I’ll answer in a post. I’ve been to therapy. I’ve been in it many times over. Never helps. Just makes me uncomfortable. My anxieties, depression, sexual assault—therapy hasn’t helped me. I’ve considered trying again as an adult, but I can’t afford it. Oh well.

My brother? Who sexually assaulted me as a child? Already went to jail for it. He’s free now. Has his own kids. Hope they don’t become like him. They’re stubborn as he is.

That old friend who tried to beat me up with her other friend? Gone. Out of my life years ago. She moved away. Thank goodness. I’d rather be alone than deal with people like her.

Me? I’m polygamous. Means I may have multiple romantic partners at once. Many people don’t agree. Luckily I’m not attacked for it. My point? Getting to it.

My ex, my roommate? Treats me like crap. Asked me to marry him before. Backed out because he “asked without thinking” and “never wants to marry anyone” because it would interfere with his career and his life goals. Okay. Way to lead me on. That was a while ago.

So now I’m leaving WI and going to CT to live with my current fiancé, whom of which I’ve known for a very long time & I trust him more than anyone. We’re gonna marry and live together while he’s doing his NAVY stuff over there. Gonna be cool.

Hopefully.

I’m scared though. Of traveling. And having to rebuild my life over again. And to get my dogs and my stuff over there. But I’ll have his help. I’m very happy to see him. Hopefully he’ll be able to calm my nerves.

End of post. Got some cleaning to do. Gonna talk to the landlord tomorrow about dropping the rent costs since I’m about to leave with the dogs. Hopefully my roommate/ex can get a lower rent cost now that I’m leaving. Even though he’s been very selfish over time, I still care about him.

Bless him.

Bless my fiancé.

Bless me.

Bless my mom.

She’s very supportive.

And bless you for reading this. Thank-you.

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Good luck with your new beginnings..

I wish you well. Xxx

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At the least you won’t get as much snow in CT as you did in WI.

[maaslider]

You sound like you have a good understanding of yourself, which is a large part of the battle, tho I know that’s not helpful in many ways and I’m so very sorry that you have experienced so much, from family member no less. You seem to know where you’re going and who with and that’s huge as well. These things make you strong! You have a good support system that can pick up when you might not feel strong. I believe you will travel well,adapt quickly to your new environment which sounds positive already. Stuff always manages to get from one place to the next. I was in the military and it seemed like magic. I also traveled with my dog,cats and horses - are you flying or driving? I had to fly my dog and cats to Paris and home again. I have some I interesting tips/experiences about flying or driving with them. Most of it will be natural to you because we know our dogs behaviors so if driving you will be able to read and reassure your dogs I believe. But if you have questions in particular, please ask and I’ll do my best to help! I wish you well deserved happiness and adventure perhaps and maybe much peace with this move to a fresh location with no negative associations to it! M

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