Dull

[eaglelee257]

I just want to look forward to something. I don't want to dread doing daily tasks. When I feel tired, I'm excited to go to bed, but directly made negative to the point of dreading what follows. I hate being tired too early, especially if you still want or have to do something.

[hmitchellrose]

I feel the exact same way!

[mjlitl13]

Hi eaglelee,

I know how you are feeling. My favorite time of day is bedtime since I have been depressed plus, since I worry about EVERYTHING, my IBS (irritable bowel syndrome) has been acting up almost daily! It has NEVER been this bad!

Since I never know when I am going to have an attack, I have not been getting out much at all!

Both my primary Dr and my gastroenterologist have told me, my condition is being caused by stress. My gastroenterologist told me that, since I had a perfect Colonoscopy in 2015, he is not worried that it is caused by anything physical.

I realize nothing I am saying is helpful to you except to let you know, you are NOT alone!

I am in therapy and take an anti-depressant plus Klonopin for anxiety. My Psychiatrist plans to add a mood stabilizer since meditating hasn't helped much and I can't get out to join a Yoga class or a Tai Chi class.

I DO hope you start to feel better soon. I truly FEEL YOUR PAIN!

Hugs,

MJ