I’m always alone.

[shoesgal17]

The nights are the worst. I’m left with my thoughts, and my fears and I can’t. This feeling, is the worst feeling. I hate this. I cant breathe. I’m crying so much. The anxiety creeps so fast. And my tears start pouring out. I don’t feel happy anymore

[shoesgal17]

My friends. This guy. My family. I’m never good enough

[CazO46 in reply to shoesgal17]

Hi shoesgal17, its good that you are talking about your fears and feeling alone. Do you think it would help to write a bit more about what your fears are? As well as posting you might think about writing a journal, can sometimes help to get your thoughts in order. Take care you are not alone

[torresvee38]

I work overnight and alone on my shift and when I get an attack it hurts to hold in the tears until after a guest leaves. And I just cry as I’m doing my work. What should make me happy: employment, fiancé, independence ... doesn’t. I feel empty. It’s hard to fight the feeling. I’m here with you, I’ll lend you many ears.

[shoesgal17 in reply to torresvee38]

Yeah. It sucks. And it’s hard to put on a front. And Awh thank you. You too