This depression has really took over my life I am not myself , I cannot think clearly , I’m starting to not trust people WHY do I have to have this I just want to feel normal I want to be able to LOVE I want to be able to accept being lLOVED I’m so emotionless , I don’t feel anything Idk who I am anymore .
It’s trying to take over my life but I just can’t let this happen I have 3 kids who need a Healthy momma .
I’m sick but thinking of you guys 💜
I’m sick of being called selfish
I hate having to be a mother
I hate myself, I hate the world
i hate feeling this way 
