Feel so low and miserable 😩 S...

Feel so low and miserable 😩

So strange how it’s even impacting my physical health too.

So lazy and lethargic.

I feel like moving away to a place nobody knows me. Imagine that freedom. New page all clean ...

[Starrlight]

Hi! I’m so sorry you feel so low and miserable. I know it really does impact physically too.

Just ten minutes ago I was day dreaming of moving away to a new house new scenery. Yes fresh start. But for me it’s not time yet.

I like your name btw. There’s always hope.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

It’s so tiring to be so up and down with emotions... one week I’m great the next I feel awful and alone and hated and just crappy I suppose is the word .

Yeah there’s always hope x

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

I know what you mean and well for me it’s difficult to recall the good days when the really bad ones are hurting.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Yeah thats true . I have a lot to be grateful for and a lot of happiness in my life...

but unfortunately I’m ‘blessed’ with depression.. and when it visits me everything else including all my happiness and all the good people in my life don’t seem to exist.. just bad things, bad people... so strange isn’t it ?

[Starrlight in reply to Hidden]

Yeah the bad stands out and our perception is flawed. Great that you point out the happiness and gratefulness; we have to hold onto that.

[Hidden in reply to Starrlight]

Yes we do.

It’s just hard when people don’t understand anxiety or depression .. sometimes i need time out and I’m very sensitive . I guess i push people away. Then I end up feeling so alone and miserable

[Marshall64]

I'm feeling the same way. I don't have energy or motivation. And yes, I wouldn't mind starting over somewhere else...

[Hidden in reply to Marshall64]

Yeah it’d just be so much easier nobody would know me or my story ...

Won’t bump into anyone that I don’t want to...

It’d just be so freeing wouldn’t it. I wish it was easy to pack up and just move every so often

[brightbronzexo]

Ugh i hate those days when all i wanna do is sit in bed, no motivation no energy smh. But u can still start a new life, even in your head and then play it out in the real world. Alot of people think the starting fresh is always a physical move when it's really not. Like for instance last year i put it in my head "I'm starting a new life today!" And I just started acting brand new. I cut off people who made me feel like shit, I got a full time job (stay busy)... start back doing something u love even if u have to force yourself after a while it won't seem like it. And most importantly isolate yourself!!! People think that if u have anxiety the worst thing is being alone but it's actually the best! U are your greatest project while ur here on earth so take the time to improve on yourself. Start eating better, give yourself facials, wash your hair, whiten your teeth, do something u always thought about doing but never had the courage / time to do... And if ppl don't understand u need time to work on urself then they don't have ur best interest at heart! Don't allow ppl to guilt trip u for working on urself.. And don't punish urself for it!

[Hidden in reply to brightbronzexo]

So draining isn’t it?

Yes i think i need a massive clear out of my life ... cannot be bothered with the negativity anymore I’m too tired... x

Thanks for replying ♥️

[Hidden]

Hi hope, just wanted to say so sorry for how you are feeling.

I seem to have caught a chesty cough and it’s making me feel so low too...

Hope we both feel better soon ..🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺 x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Me too ... i was born with a lung condition and have down days with it .

Im struggling with chesty cough and high temperatures atm x

Hope you Get well soon Olivia 💐 xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

You too hope, sorry to hear about your lung condition, just having a chest cough has got me feeling bad enough 😞

Your not alone.

We will get there, hopefully soon be feeling a little better

🌺🌷🌺🌷🌺🌷xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Ginger and lemon tea is good for chest coughs hun x try some

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

That’s so weird, just sat down with a lemon and ginger hot water ...it is soothing. Thank you 😊🌺 xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Haha 😂 I am drinking it too! So I thought I’d suggest it to you x hope it helps 💐 🍋 x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

😁 it is helping 🍋🌼 xx

[Hidden]

I would love to go away and live in the countryside surrounded by the colour green in all different shades and shapes and animals and I suppose I’ll take my Husband along too if he insists 😋 x

Cabin sounds amazing too! Take us along if you go !