Maybe things be better if I wasn't here

[MzMiracle]

GM today I fee no better the moreI try the more I fail! I just don't understand why! Like I'm so done and just wanna crawl under a rock and die

[lrlag03]

What is going on? This is the right place to vent...we are anonymous but have all been there. In order to be of assistance though, we need some information about what is happening to make you feel this way.

2 weeks ago I felt like that, I was sinking into a deep hole and the MANY fabulous people on here made me realize I wasn't alone and that help was there if I just asked for it. It really made a difference for me...

[fauxartist]

Have you been dealing with this for a while...are you in therapy, or on meds to help you with this. Do you know what it is that your feeling...anxiety, depression....

[MzMiracle in reply to fauxartist]

Yes I've been dealing with this since October! No therapy or meds..... I'm feeling depression and I've 🐝 thinking maybe I should disappear

[fauxartist in reply to MzMiracle]

I hear what your saying...but....No you should not disappear....but it would help with those feelings if you could get help understanding why you feel that way. I would get in touch with a therapist and also your doctor....let them know your going through a depression and your at a very low point. Keep sharing here cause these are very kind people and many of us too have depression, and read others posts to see that your not alone with these feelings...and how some are coping with them.

[MzMiracle in reply to fauxartist]

Awe thanks you

[Hidden in reply to fauxartist]

Another good one!!! Take your bow!!!

[Hidden in reply to MzMiracle]

Oh no how sad ... I feel for ya. I get where you are coming from. You need to see someone! Fast! I'm here for you! A warm hug for you! XXX

[MzMiracle in reply to Hidden]

Thanks

[MzMiracle]

Thanks

[hypercat54]

Hi the trouble with crawling under a rock and die is you can do that but you don't die. All you do is stay there until you need to eat or pee then have to come back out. I decided once to try and decline gracefully and to this end I stayed in bed for a couple of days hoping I could just fade away.

It didn't happen of course. All that happened was that I got hungry and needed the loo, then i decided I was being really silly and laughed at myself.

I agree that you should get medical help. Sometimes you can fight this on your own but at other times not and it doesn't sound like you can right now. x

[Darknlovely504]

Gm i can't say don't feel like that because i feel like u. And when u don't have a place, money and your kids depression will exist because it happens to me when my livelihood is not right. Meds will help the symptoms but not the issues that causing it i hope u get help soon real soon because i am at my wits end but i keep trying to relieve some stress but it's hardddd