Hey everyone! I can't figure out how to phrase this but I'll give it a try. I have been reading a lot of the comments and they are all really full of insightful, helpful, and great inspiration. I believe every word but it's as if when I read it some part of my very existence in this world is pulled outside of my body and flung into the deep ocean never to be found again. I wish I could find solace in something! a friend, helpful and meaningful comments, or even just something in life for me to hold on to. But I can't find that, I know who I am very well. Actually I almost understand myself a little too well. I can't find help outside of my head until I feel that I can have a sliver of love for myself and I don't have enough and it makes me so unfeeling. I can listen and know everything but I can't find the love for myself to hear it.
Anyway, thanks for listening. Later.