I have 5 kids. Married. And was happy. Got my tubes today now I feel out of place. I can sit and stare into space and not even realize it. I cry for no reason and have bad thoughts. I have talked to my partner about it but I think I just scare him. So I'm here. So I can talk to others that may also be going through depression. Oh. And I'm probably gonna go through this for the rest of my life because of the hormonal imbalance. Sometimes I just want to give up. I feel fatigued some days to do anything and I swell sometimes in my hands and get really bad migraines. I'm on Xanax now and another medication. But meh.