Hi, I haven’t posted in awhile. I’m trying to be strong but without the future I thought I had. I’m trying to meditate and be mindful but the only peace I seem to be able to have is when I’m sleeping. How do I move forward when my life has been committed to one person and now after 30 years he won’t even talk to me. I just get cruel text about selling our home and sending our belongings to auction. I’m visiting our son and I don’t when I can go home to try and settle things.. there’s no one for me at home..I truly need prayers, this grief feels like it’s killing me.