Rough Day

Today I accomplished nothing. I sat alone in my room, under the covers. I barely moved. I was offered a job and I bailed because my anxiety was so bad I couldn’t even think and I felt so sick and I felt as if my body was failing. My anxiety makes me feel as if I’m really dying. It’s terrifying in all honesty. I’m scared for my future. I’m a drop out now, how can I even manage school if I can’t even manage getting out of my room. I have so many friends in my life but not even one who really understands how serious my anxiety is. No medication has worked. No drugs have worked. I’ve tried everything. Therapy does nothing. I just want to be able to live and be happy and smile. I’m falling into a deep depression and idk what my life is coming to.

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Not really in all honesty. I definitely have slightly reduced anxiety with good sleep but not enough reduction to be able to stay calm enough. It’s so extreme that it’s ruining my life.

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I’m very sorry to hear that. Thanks for sharing with me though and thanks for the support. It means a great deal.

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You’re very encouraging, it’s terrible that the kindest people have it so hard. Thank you