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[hurtingheart1]

does anyone out there have a parent or parents who are very harsh emotionally, very angry and hurtful when your anxious and in very low place already??

[RNbby]

yes, I’ve been there

[hurtingheart1 in reply to RNbby]

Ok sorry to hear you also😞are you able to share any more about it or how you deal or dealt with it??

[guitarfreak357]

Yes absolutely. When I first started dealing with depression after halloween last year they just couldn't come to terms with what I was going through. They were more concerned about me choosing to be signed off work for 2 weeks and not having a job rather than trying to make me feel good about myself. I needed someone that would look after me n not knock me down further. Soo..I stayed with friends for a few days. If you wanna talk im here

[hurtingheart1]

Thank you and I'm sorry you deal with that! I hope you can work things out soon with your parents. It can be so confusing to think that the people who should love you the most can really hurt you the most.😳😖guess they are just imperfect humans to though with there own different issues but yes so hard when you are trying to process and work through tough emotions and need help but aren't able to get it from where you really do need it sometimes!!

[CazO46]

I'm sorry you are not getting the support you need. I did not have emotionally supportive parents growing up so I have tried really hard with my two teenagers to not judge and understand just what a difficult time in life it is. Do you think they would respond well if you wrote a letter about how you are feeling ? It's painful when you feel hurt by your parents but it won't last forever .

[hurtingheart1]

thank you for your words I appreciate it a lot! I'm not sure if it will work to well the letter but it's good advice -I just don't have those kind of parents -I'm trying to come to terms with it just been taking me a long time! I think my mom has been through a lot health wise maybe her medicine effects her very bad?? and just doesn't know how it feels to experience what I've experienced and felt and sadly she will just take my words and use them to hurt me with and maybe doesn't even see she's doing that and it'll always end up my fault, my problem,my mistakes, I don't understand it really? but I do still always will love her anyway she just hurts me so much and only God I think knows why? she has good days to though and actually can be very sweet at times towards me- which always surprises me a little ill try to just trust its real and appreciate it for the moment! that's wonderful you are being a great mother to your kids they are fortunate and I'm sure they know they are loved and appreciate you a lot!!!☺️that's beautiful and what a great example for others to see keep it up!!!😬👏👏💖🌸🌻💜🎀💐🌺🌷