I was heavily bullied in high school, and thought about suicide. I am now 19. I went through a very emotionally abusive relationship before moving back in with my parents. I don’t have a great relationship with my mom and it makes me very anxious and miserable most days.
I’m having trouble wanting to go to school or do anything. I’ve been sleeping for a minimum of 10 hours a day and I’m still tired. I don’t want to find a job, I have trouble keeping a job because I don’t like being around people. It makes me very anxious.
I push most people away because I’m so anxious and don’t like feeling like I’m unaccepted. Most days are a struggle to keep my mind positive and try to envision a future.
I want to be happy but I know that as long as I live at home with my parents it’s going to be impossible. What should I do? Should I see a doctor?