Black cloud

[Marielle1]

I feel like I have a black cloud following me raining bad luck on me. I just want to hide .

[fauxartist]

I hear what your saying, some times it does really feel that way, sorry your going through that. Can you share a bit more about why your feeling that way, what's going on in your life.

[Marielle1 in reply to fauxartist]

I was i a loving relationship for 7 years we did everything together one Morning he decides he wants to be on his own. Didn’t even say goodbye wrote me dear Jane letter. My sister we said when is too good to be true never is . So I feel like I failed although he says it wasn’t me. So I feel very lonely feel doomed. Imagine learning all over again or even better ending your life alone. Yesterday I text my 14-year-old grandson because I haven’t heard from him. told me that he’s very sad Not happy then he said he was giving up he couldn’t promise you talk to me again he almost sounded suicidal 😪

[fauxartist in reply to Marielle1]

did you call your grandson back and try to find out why he is feeling the way he is, that sounds terribly serious. Sometimes when we are hurting...and we find someone we love is also hurting or may be in an even worse place than we are, it may be very healing for both of you to talk to each other, and since he is a kid... it does sound like he needs help.

[Marielle1 in reply to fauxartist]

Yes I did briefly Spoke to his parents they live in Florida too far for me to be there they’re helping him just stressful

[fauxartist in reply to Marielle1]

thankfully that's being taken care of...doesn't help when you have your own stuff your working through and have to worry about your grandchild too.

[Aliftimago]

Hi marielle1 ...... remember after every storm is Sunshine....I know I have had a 7 year cloud of bad luck...the clouds are just starting to part and let in bits of sunshine every now and then. The best advice I can give is to start positive affirmation talk....sounds silly at first...is even harder to believe them but eventually one affirmation will resonate through you and give you the lift to need to carry on. And might be able to start believing in yourself again or for the first time ever.....that's when the change happens and the clouds start to part and the bad luck begins to transform into good luck.....along with making better choices in life things really do change....get rid of toxic people from your life if you can....the hardest toxic people I had to get rid of was my mother and my adult daughter...but just 3 days after letting them go from my life I had wonderful changes come in to light for me....I'm beginning to smile again not the pretend smile but really smile on the inside again.....I'm beginning to love life again.....I'm in therapy...no meds yet but I'm getting better every day...and I promise you that if you want to change you you have make effort to change cause no one can do it for you. Only you. You yourself have the ability to change your thoughts which really do change your life.....Dr Wayne Dyer books are also a wonder life changing tools. Ask Ray....he has helped encourage my life changing habits...you may come across many of his uplifting signs on this forum....the key is to believe them from the inside....once you do things do get better....I promise! I will keep you in my thoughts and hope you get to feeling and having a better life without the clouds. 😉

[Marielle1 in reply to Aliftimago]

Yes I’m working on i getting rid of the toxic and hope the sun comes out again thank you for your kind words xx

[Marielle1]

Thank you for your kind words