Both my roommates are gone for spring break, so I'm here alone. I'm okay with it, I actually enjoy it. Dancing alone in the living room...singing while blasting music...taking walks...just being by myself. Today I thought it would be a good idea to go to the art museum by myself, there's an exhibit that I really want to see that's going away soon. I even planned to go the night before. But I'm too scared to call an uber! I've taken ubers before and have even taken one by myself before. Being at a place alone is no problem, but now for some reason the thought of getting to and from is the most daunting for me, especially doing it alone. I start to imagine scenarios where something could go wrong. My day started at 11 am, but it is now 4 pm and I still want to go to the museum, but I don't even want to leave my apartment now because I've been so reluctant about this whole transport situation that it's made me even more nervous than I thought I would be today. I'm even dressed and all ready to go... I think the fact that I let so much time pass is making me not want to leave either. And being a young woman makes me wary about taking ubers alone, can't help it.
I think I'm going to call it quits and try again tomorrow, but yeah, i just wanted to share this to feel better.