Well I have to share what hapend when I went to bed, you wont believe this. It,s a good job I wrote it down when it hapend. Because I could not remember what I was singing. So here goes hold on to your hats. I went to bed the singing started again, I thought o no Im knackerd let me get some sleep. I was singing the same song I was singing all day, then I notice the words had changed, to When you need love just open your heart and I will be love I,m only a heart beat away. Well this went on for a while and I was getting fed up of it, Then the words changed again. You wont believe this but here goes. I was now singing Give me hope Jehovah. At the top of my voice, I thought o no Im going to wake the hole street up. Because it was getting loader and loader, It had a life of it,s own this because it seemed like it was something else doing it. And then it changed again I was now singing, Take me home Jehovah, It went still loader, Then my legs started going as if they were marching. My voice was starting to go by now, Then the strange thing is it felt like it was me now singing. I was really going for it and wanted to go home. Then it changed again to I,ve got joy joy joy deep in my heart . I was really putting every thing into it, And thinking the hole street will hear me now. Now I got up to have a drink of water, I started singing and dancing round the room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Went back to bed, this time all I wanted was to go to sleep. I said please let me get some rest I,m knackerd. Then a peace came over me and I slept for 3 hours. One thing I should say is I dont go to church, Years ago I went and was saved. I dont know any Hymes. Well when I awoke I was peaceful, And started to sing a song i know well, Very calmly and low it,s when the carnival is over this will be our last good bye I will love you till I die, Its now 4,30 AM feeling very calm now and peaceful. The singing has stopped now. Im going to try and sleep again now.
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That's absolutely wonderful to hear! When I was younger in my early 20's I was going through some rough times my bf and I had just met and both just started new jobs....the food was low I mean so low we had nothing to eat for 3 days! I sat outside in our porch and prayed....we lived outside a small town about 12 miles in the middle of nowhere! It was still going to be a week before either of us was going to get a pay check. I went inside to drink some water and there was a knock on the door....I had not seen any dust in the air from a car traveling on the gravel road while I was outside so I was a bit startled...I answered the door and there was a male and a female there...they were Jehovah's witnesses! I don't know what compelled them to be that far out in the middle of nowhere but they gave a pamphlet to read and I thanked them for it but before they left they asked me if there was anything else they could help me with at that moment in time....I joked and said well if you got anything to snack on in your car I would greatly appreciate it as I have not eaten in three days.....they gave me their bagels and 3dollars to buy a piece of chicken at the gas station back in town..... I thanked them yet again over and over as they left....I waited for my bf to get home and we went to that gas station and bought a chicken breast and ate it with our bagels.....best meal I ever ate..... that's not the first time or the last time Jehovah helped me in life....Im not a church goer either....but when I am in church I cry alot. And I don't know why.
The life force is in everything we have to connect with it , I think thats what hapend . But now i know its name, It must be called Jehovah to me. God has many names I have a old poster on my wall in the bedroom, i never look at it was just too lazy to take it down. But i have just looked at it now. So these are the names
No 1 Elohim Our creater.
No 2 Jehovah The Lord God.
No 3 Jehovah El Shaddai My Supplier.
No 4 Adonai Master Lord.
No 5 Jehovah-Jireh. My provider.
No 6 Jehovah -Nissi. My Banner.
No 7 Jehovah-M,kadesh. My Sanctifier.
No 8 Jehovah-Shalom My Peace.
No 9 Jehovah-Tsidkenu. My Righteousness.
No 10 Jehovah-Rohi My Shepherd.
No 11 Jehovah-Shammah. The Lord God The Abiding Presence,
I call it the life force. The infinnate , Nature, Love.
What do you call it.
Wow Gerrerd, pretty miraculous. I am honestly at a loss for words. Just wow...