I'm 38 and have been depressed my entire adult life. Clinical for a while. I've been on every pill under the sun and nothing seems to cure it. Currently on a high dose, but my I still hit a low that puts me in bed for days. I want to try electro-therapy or something else and get off the daily pill popping. Last time I tried to quit my anti-depressant I was nearly hospitalized. I'm running low. My life and all the success I've created for myself will not last much longer. I've isolated family and friends cause they don't get it, or I let them down. I've heard micro-dosing LSD or Psilocybin will cause neurons to fire? I'm done with pills, nothing can help me.