Broken hearted

[Smellycat123456]

One of those days where nothing goes right and nobody cares, they tell me to get over it or tell me I'm just being stupid. I'm on the road and it keeps replaying in my head, I'm afraid because I'm having really bad thoughts of suicide, I've had two seizures in the last 4 hours and my chest hurts around my heart and my body is numb

[Agora1]

Be Safe....Not good to feel this way. You so need some help getting through these episodes. Remember we care...what can we do to support you?

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Agora1]

I pulled into my new spot and surrounded myself with people I can draw strength from, its temporary but it's all I have, I have a huge migraine headache the words permanent solution keeps crossing my heart and all I want to do is down a bottle of tequila but that's just going to make things worse so food will be my go to I just ordered sweet potato fries trying something new never had them before. Lots of beautiful people here and my friend max the bartender is hilarious and making me laff but at 2 o'clock it will all be over and my brain will be going fast all the way home.

[Agora1 in reply to Smellycat123456]

Good Morning! I hope that migraine is gone when you read this. I'm glad you choose food over tequila. (you know alcohol is never the answer) Sweet Potato Fries, one of my favorites It's good to try new things in life

It sounds like you were surrounded by a lot of positive people and if it's for a short time, that still counts. You needed that escape from reality and it looks like you found it. Life is unpredictable, looking for a permanent solution to your issues is not a necessity in making you happy. One day at a time is the best solution right now.

Everything will fall in place in it's own time. Stay strong, be positive and believe that "this too shall pass" Life is about what we make of it from what we have been given.

[mlm1202]

The people that tell you to get over it or you're being stupid don't understand. They don't know what it's like to feel the way you do. Some may care greatly but are not sure how to be there for you. Focus on the people that do care. I know it's hard because the negative always outweigh the positive. At least, it always does in my mind.

[Smellycat123456 in reply to mlm1202]

I felt angry and disrespected

[Hidden]

Hi. I get suicidal myself and my therapist and I made up a safety plan when it happens. You don't need to feel this alone. I'm glad you reached out. I hope you are safe. Your feelings are real and they are hard to get through but they will pass. One of the best things you can do is have a safe plan where you can ride out the feeling of suicide until it passes and you are not alone. That's why it's great you reached out on this site. Sometimes we have to live from second to second and we all need to know someone cares. I truly hope u are ok.

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Hidden]

I'm good now I found a safe place