Okay depression I can deal with
Crying spells I can deal with
Anxiety on it own I can deal with
This damn derealization and depersonalization are going to drive me to suicide I swear.
It’s robbing my life away from me
I feel like Existence will cease to exist
And you know what’s the worst part is?
My mind is telling me: “this is all a dream in your head and you chose it to be this way and you deserve it and you are enjoying it you drama queen”
I need something anything to make this stop
And now Ofcourse it is telling me this is all unreal and you will just reply the replies I want to read
I feel am going crazy