Nothing is right.

[cinnamonapple89]

Nothing feels real, or right in my life right now. I’ve been experiencing this for about a year but right now it’s at its most intense.

I feel like thinking about life and the planet and the galaxy had me feeling very small and insignificant.

It’s very hard for me to accept that life isn’t like the way it was when I was living at home. I go “home” like to my parents house and it doesn’t feel like home. Where I am now doesn’t feel like home. I just feel misplaced. I’m 28 for reference, and have been living a state away from home for 5 years.

I’m stressed about my parents aging. I’m stressed about myself aging.

I thought this was a phase but am not sure if this is just my depression getting deeper?

I know I need to try to kick this so I can live a normal life but it’s SO hard wow.

[Hidden]

Are you seeking any professional help? Sounds like it may do you some good. I'm here for you and wish you all the best!!!!!

[cinnamonapple89 in reply to Hidden]

Yes I had a therapist but didn’t like her - so am trying out others. Thank you!

[Hidden]

I’m feeling the same for different reasons. Do you want to live closer to your parents? Are they healthy? Why are you worried about them aging? You are still young so why are you worried about aging?

[cinnamonapple89 in reply to Hidden]

I’m not even that close to my parents, it’s just the comfort I miss I guess. I would like to live closer for sure. They are healthy as far as I know, but I know it’s inevitable that they’ll get older as I get older. My birthday is next week so that’s probably what’s sparking this. I’m just in a really weird place in my life. I don’t think I’ll ever feel comfortable again

[Hidden in reply to cinnamonapple89]

Whenever my birthday gets near I start having lots of mixed emotions so I understand. Hopefully you’ll feel comfortable again soon. What do you think is making you not comfortable?